I don't know what it is, but there is something about this man that I just can't let go of. I love him with everything I have, even though I know its toxic and that I deserve so much better than he can ever give me. No matter how hard I try to get over him and just forget about being with him, there is something keeping me holding on. hoping and wishing that it will get better and he will be the person I believed he was in the beginning. Maybe its because I have seen that side of him that I fell inlove with. I know that side of him is still there and I believe too much that he can be the man I love and adore so much.
Sad part is, he acts like a completely different person anymore. I don't know how to deal with it all. I don't know how to let him go, or how to fight for him. I never had to fight for anyone before. I don't know if he's even worth fighting for. How do I figure that out???
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