I need out of this place. I need my own space to be me. I don't know how I will have the strength to keep from eating all the stuff that everyone else here eats. I need to not eat stuff but the temptation is always there. No one here is willing to be supportive of the fact that I just can't have the temptations.
Some days all I want to do is stuff myself silly. I know that those days are to come to an end and I'm perfectly happy with that. I just need to be in my own environment where I can start out with all healthy stuff and no junk. So then I am not tempted. Out of sight out of mind.
I am struggling through so much right now. I have been holding in far more than I can handle holding in. Slowly it will all be revealed in this blog.
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