I'm really drunk right now cuz I didn't know what else to do. I drank half a bottle of southern comfort 100 proof. And honesty its better than feeling then way I was feeling.
I found out today steven moved on. thats supposed to be a good thing but it breaks my heart. i can't see straight so bear with me here. I love Steven more than anything but after everything that happened i know i can't be with him. I just wish i could find someone who actually wanted me for me.
I want to OD more than anything right now. I started out with some pills and then later started on the alcohol it shouldn't cause any probs except that i'm drunk as all hell. When the time is right I will find someone who is much much better than him. Someone who will love me unlike he did. If he truly loved me he wouldn't have done what he did.
i have to go cuz i can't see. later.
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