I'm not doing well with everything going on in my life right now. I think I am taking on too much. Between school, preparing for surgery, meeting the needs of everyone else, and trying to heal is more than I can handle right now. I know to most it does not seem like much, but to me it is a lot. I have lost myself somewhere within the past year. I truly have.
Sometimes I wonder if I still want the same things in life. I wanted to be a psychologist one day. I don't know if I'll make it that far. The depression is killing my desire for school. The harassment kills my focus for school and everything else. I avoid doing my work as much as I can because I just do not want to deal with it. I feel like I am burnt out. I need a break from everything so I can just focus on preparing for the surgery. Sure I have months before it happens, but these months are crucial and important to get the insurance approval.
I'm emotionally exhausted on a daily basis, and I do not know how much longer I can take it.
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