It's been 2 weeks since I've seen Jeff. Finally today I get to see him again. I miss him like crazy. And I know he misses me too. Due to the accident he had and having to still fight with workmen's comp to get his settlement, he is losing his house. He will be renting a room upstairs of his parents house, because they do not use their upstairs. I'm nervous about it because like his mom is cool with me staying there with him when we see eachother, but getting his dad to be okay with it is another story. His dad is old fashioned and a bit grumpy about the idea. However, I have only met his parents one time (our second date) and so he doesn't really know me. So I understand his side. However, that means that I need to get his dad to like me so he will be okay with me being around and staying there when jeff and I see eachother.
I'm so freaking excited to see him today. I really can't wait to get in his car after my appt and just kiss him and be like i missed you sooooo much and i'm sooooo happy to be here right now. But i'll play my cool like i always do. obviously he will know how happy i am to be with him, but I won't get all crazy psycho gf on him or something.
Jeff and I are still just dating. Its been almost 3 months now since the first day we talked. Things are great, they reallly are. This is the first time I've ever really dated someone and wasn't serious so fast. I like it. I like that I don't know where things will go, and I like that we are playing things cool and not rushing anything. He's so awesome and I still have all the crazy butterflies and stuff that I have had since day one. I love the feelings I get with him, and i love that there is no full on commitment yet. We aren't seeing anyone but eachother but if it were to happen we made a promise to tell eachother. We made a promise to always be friends if we don't work out. But I really think we will end up working out. I think we will be okay. I do hope we will work out and things will be totally amazing, but I don't know what will happen but I will be okay with whatever happens as long as he is still in my life. He means a lot to me
