as far as i know he is completely blocked from being able to contact me at all. If he emails me it will go straight to the trash can. So I will not even see it. I've had it, I can't do this anymore. I cant keep allowing someone to hurt me like this. I'm not some pile of trash to be kicked around. I am a person. I deserve to be treated with respect.
I really need a fresh start. I need to just run away, disappear and just start over as someone else. I'm going to bust my ass to get this surgery done and be the person I want to be, get through school. And then I'm just going to find a good job somewhere and I'm going to pick up and go. I'm not going to tell people where I'm at, only certain people and then just go. Start over. Hmmmm, can you get your name changed legally to something completely different?
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