Well. I have a date on Tuesday. I decided to accept the offer from this guy and see what happens. I have to get over S and move on. So....here I go. We are going to go bowling, which is weird to me cuz its not really my thing and i suck at it. But he said he does too so we can suck at it together. Tuesday is such short notice though. I haven't really done the whole date thing. So I don't know how to prepare. I don't know what I'll wear, or even how i'll do my hair. I need a hair cut but its too late to even try now.
I scared out of my mind, but I really think I need to do this. I think it will be good for me to get out with someone new. And even if it doesn't work out, atleast I won't sit and wonder what if. I'm not sure that I feel any connection with him, but I won't know for sure until we are actually spending time together and getting to know each other. There is part of me that wants to just randomly make up an excuse not to go and just disappear due to fear, but I know that won't get me anywhere. Going on this date will me a good thing. A growing experience for me. To see that there is more out there than the asshole that i can't get out of my head.
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