Ugh...

I have to really push myself hard not to tell E how I feel. He shy's away really easy. So I need to just keep my damn mouth shut and not say anything. I have to wait for him to come to me. I've never dealt with a guy being like this before. I don't know how to take it. He likes me but he's too afraid to tell me. He can tell me that he thinks about me all the time, but he can't say "I like you" I just don't understand it. I offered the chance to get together when I go to Erie the next time, and he can't seem to even reply a yes or no. i said if its too soon just say so. How hard is it to just say something. I hate that everything is a learning experience for me. I have to learn so much constantly, can't something just come easy......